Fey - KYLIE QUILLINAN

A woman wearing a long blue gown with a fur hood looks towards a fairy gate in a forest.

When a bard tells a tale about a soldier’s death, he doesn’t intend to kill his brother. But he didn’t believe those who warned him he had the ability to bring his tales to life.
Grainne recognizes the power in the bard’s tale. Desperate to protect his target -- her new husband, Caedmon -- she makes a pact with one of the fey. Caedmon is whisked away to the realm of the fey and Grainne fears she will never see him again.
But Grainne isn’t the only inhabitant of Silver Downs with a secret. Eithne has fallen in love with a fey. When the fey boy stops coming to visit her, she knows something has happened to him.
The two women set off in search of their missing loved ones, only to discover that mortals aren’t exactly welcome in the realm of the fey. Captured by hostile fey, they are sentenced to serve as slaves -- for one hundred years.
Eithne and Grainne need to escape, find their missing loved ones, and get back to the mortal world before the fey find them again. Because they know they won’t escape a second time.
Tales of Silver Downs is a series of historical fantasy novels set in Celtic Britain. For readers who like lush historical backdrops with a fairytale feeling, a fantasy quest and characters who fight their destiny.
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A figure wearing a blue cape stands with their back to the viewer. In the background is a tree with purple blossoms and a stone house.

A figure wearing a green cape stands with their back to the viewer. In front of them is a fairy forest.

A figure wearing a red cape stands with their back to the viewer. In front of them are standing stones and a sky filled with circling birds.

A man wearing a grey cape stands with his back to the view. In front of him is a forest lit with blue light. Feathers fall down around him.

When I am ill, my dreams are filled with things that aren’t really there. Some of these things I have really seen, like the power of a fire as it rages out of control and the might of a winter storm that strips branches from beech trees and thatching from houses. Others I have never viewed with my own eyes. They probably came from the tales my bard brother told. Titania, queen of the fey, glowering at me. Tiny beings no larger than my thumbnail, human-shaped but with wings. A creature, in appearance nothing more than a rock, but clearly sentient. I longed to see these beings, but I could never hope to live a normal life, let alone one in which I might actually meet such creatures.

The images repeated one after another, but eventually they returned to the boy. Always the boy. He appeared to be around my own age, although the fey can seem any age they choose. His milky skin and crimson lips shouted his fey heritage, and his dark hair was roughly cut as if he cared little about the result. Blue eyes stared at me, never blinking or looking away, just watching, considering. Unusual eyes, for a fey. He stood silently in the corner of my bedchamber and watched as I drowned in fevered dreams. Sweat soaked my linen nightdress and my damp hair stuck to my cheeks.

As the fevers subsided, the dreams disappeared and the boy with them, and I once again became aware of my surroundings. It was always startling to emerge from the dreams and discover that time still had meaning.

I lay in my bed, staring up at the knotted ceiling. Thick green drapes shielded the window. A hand-knotted rug lay in front of the fireplace. The air smelled stale and old. Mother sat beside my bed, her eyes shadowed and her face pale.

“Welcome back, Eithne,” she said.

I struggled to sit up, but my limbs were weak and I collapsed back down onto the bed.

“How long?” I asked.

My voice was hoarse and my mouth tasted dry and bitter. Mother hesitated, but I knew she wouldn’t lie to me.

“Nine days,” she said.

Her words chilled me and eventually I realised I clutched my woollen blanket so hard that my knuckles had gone white. I forced my fingers to relax and smooth the blanket. Its wool was coarse and prickly.

“It’s never been that long before,” I said.

Mother nodded.

“It’s getting worse, isn’t it?”

I needed to hear it, to know it wasn’t all in my head. Like the dreams, no matter how real they seemed.

Mother sucked in a breath. She looked away, towards the window where the drapes were tightly drawn and her hands restlessly smoothed the skirt of her work dress.

“You can say it,” I said.

She looked back at me and her dark eyes glistened.

“Yes, Eithne, it’s getting worse. We always knew the illness might progress, but I had hoped you would have a little more time.”

I inhaled deeply, steadying myself. I knew what was ahead of me, had known since I was old enough to understand the truth. She had never tried to shield me from it. Death was the end of the journey for each of us. It just came sooner for some.

“There’s never enough time though, is there?” I was too fatigued to hide the bitterness in my voice. “We are always too young to die.”

Mother swallowed hard.

“Always too young, my darling.” She avoided my eyes as she gathered up the pitcher and mug from the small wooden table beside my bed. “I’ll take these to the kitchen. I’ll be back in a little while, to sit with you.”

“I would like that.”

I knew she left because she needed to compose herself, not because the pitcher needed to be returned to the kitchen immediately. We had servants who could undertake such a task.

I stared up at the ceiling as Mother closed the door. I traced a crooked crack with my gaze and tried to pretend I couldn’t hear her sobs. Death had ever loomed present for me, from the day I first struggled out of my mother’s womb, eager to be born and far too early with the birth cord wrapped tightly around my neck.

A sickness of the blood, the wise woman said when I told her about the recurrent fevers and chills. The days where I couldn’t keep down even the thinnest of broths. Nights where my blood boiled within my veins. No cure, she said. Even the druid could only shake his head and say he was sorry. When one lives with the idea of death every day, one becomes somewhat used to it. At least I saw fabulous things in my dreams. They let me feel like I had lived just a little.